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Just because you love someone, and you believe that you can say anything you want, you’re mistaken.

Just because you love them, and you think that you can do whatever you want, you should reconsider.

If you force your stubborn love from one side, you might become a burden or you might end up hurting them, and in the end you might be hated by them, you must not forget that.

You must not forget to have consideration for others, and respect for their feelings otherwise you will be disliked in the end.

Love someone, but cant do something to be loved back by that someone must be hard, but, its better that being hated by others.

It may be not easy, to let that happen to you, but do you like the other choice? Let changes your self and start to respect others feeling, respect their decision, maybe that is the best choice that we have. we will know it eventually.

I’m always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere.          I’m always searching, for fragments of you to appear somewhere.

On the opposite road, in the windows of the streets, at a street crossing, in the town at dawn, in a store during my travels or in the midst of dreams. Even though i know you couldn’t be at such place.

all of this because of the words that i never say to you.

But, if my wish were to come true, i would go to your side. If a miracle were to happen here, i would show to you right away. If our lives could be repeated, i would be at your side every time.

There would be nothing i couldn’t do. i would put everything on the line and hold you tight. i would want nothing else, nothing matters except for you.

it all happen because of the word, the word that i never said. the word that can make big impact for me, the word "i love you".

Nothing that i can do to change the past. But the new morning will came, the beautiful sunrise will up. and the whole new day will be arrive. I hope for the best just for u.

Just recently, i buy Ally McBeal Series, it’s one of my favorite movie, fun, romantic, dramatic, stupid, wierd all become one

And when i see the movie, i wandering about how lonely ally is, and its remind me of myself, but there some difference, i think lonelyness is not something you must affraid to much like ally did, we still have some friend that always with us, it can be fun too, to be with friends.

talk about ally, she is my dream woman, she is so mature, yet so childish at the same time, its like imposible there’s some woman like that in the real world, the way she talk, the way she walk, the way she smile, the way she angry, all of it, i like it very much. movie…. to good to be true…..

but, there nothing imposible in this world, i hope i will find someone wierd like ally, wierd in a good way.

The times has comes,

The one thousand month that were waiting every year,

The month that have bless from god

The month that we, muslem, waiting for

The month where everything duplicated

Your good, and also your evil, everything will be duplicated

It’s like double edge sword

but that why we must take this oportunity and do our best, to take care ourselfes from sin, to take care ourselfes from evil thought that can effect us anytime

also take this oportunity to ask for forgiveness from god, bcause this month also the month where god can give us unlimited forgiveness.

That’s why this month i also want to pray for all of my friend, that we can be together in heaven when the time come, may god forgive our sin, may god keep in our side, acompany us everywhere we go, everytime we go, everytime we make good decision or bad decision.

At last, minal aidin walfaidin

If there’s exist someone who would hurt you, then, there’s also exist someone who would heal the wounds. You just haven’t find it, so dont worry bout yourself.

The most important things is that you still have parent who always embrace you, a house to return to, a place where everyone is smiling and my self whom no one wants to leave a warm place, a warm person who exist around us.

The scariest thing in the world, is not when you in the dark room, not when you in the forrest, not scare of the ghost, not scare to the rapist, not scare to the murderer, not scare to the death, not scare lookedup in an empty room, but the most scariest thing in the world for me, is loneliness. the most painful things is when someone you love stop loving you.

love is not always someone special like boyfriend or girlfriend, but also love parent to their child, bestfriend love, brother and sister love is also included. They will never, ever leave by your side, they will always support you, they will always accompany you, they will always be there for you. but there will be sometime where they leave you, so… if you lose your special, dont worry, you still have your best friend, if you lose your bestfriend, you still have friend, if you lose your friend, you still have your brother and your sister, if you lose them, you still have your parent, and if you lose them dont worry, there still thousand of people in the world, that can be your new friend, they can be your new best friend, they can be your new boyfriend or new girlfriend.

The people in the past can only help you in your memory, they can fill your brain with happiness, dont forget about them, just learn and enjoy what you did with them, by doing that you can always smile, with smile you can enjoy the world.

There will be a time, where you lose someone special, someone close to you, your friend, your best friend, your boyfriend, your girlfriend.

Sometimes, the memory you spend together too beautiful to remember, and too hard to forget. but there’s a lot of cases where they decided just to forget it, because it will be easyer to deal with it. if you remember the memory, you will feel happiness and get hurt at the same time. most people can’t deal with it, so they just forget with it. but what about you? What will happen, if they just forget about you, and don’t want to know you again? Do you will do the same or the opposite?

If that happen to me, i will kept watching her from a far, i would rather live on, carrying the memory until the end, because even it’s a sad memory, even if it’s a memory that only hurts me, even if it’s a memory that i would rather forget, if i carry it until the end without running away from it, someday i may become myself who would’t lose to those memory, i believe it. and someday i will even overcome it, so it can be a precious memory, i believe it.

Because i want to believe, there is no such memory that you can just forget, so the truth is i did’nt want someone precious to me forget about me, i want her to remember bout me, but this is just my childish wish, i cant do much bout it, it’s up to her to forget or to remember me.

But one thing is sure, i will kept tme memory, and it can be my precious memory for ever and ever, and someday, when i grow old, i can smile while remembered it.

Why people can’t stop envying other people?

Why they can’t see it? their own beauty?

The reason why people envy others is probably because you can see others more clearly than your self.

Someone might be envious of you right now.

Someone might be admiring something that you, yourself hadn’t realized yet.

People always see what in front of them, they didn’t see what behind them, they always admiring what in front of them, they didn’t care what behind them. If they see what behind them even once, they will know how gratefull theyre.

If you had food, had clothes, had house, then youre luckyer than 75% people in this world.

If you had money in your walet, you had saving in a bank, you had a penny in your pocket, than youre person whose included in 8% people in the world who had a power to buy things.

If you never feel fear in a war, lonelyness in a jail, hungryness in your life, than youre luckyer than 700 milion people in this world.

If you can go to the mosque, without fear of torture, fear of war, and even fear of death, than youre more blessed than 3 billion people in this world.

If you can raise your head, and smile to the world, than youre included to the unique people, and youre not like others people who always desperate in their life.

If you can read this, it means you are special people who can read better than 2 million people in this world who can’t read at all.

Enjoy your life, you can count how many gift that Allah give to you, maybe there’s not enough number to count it.

Always gratefull about everything, you should be gratefull that you can walk, better than people who can’t walk. you should be gratefull when you have motorcycle, than people who go to some place by feet. you should be gratefull that you have eye, better that people who cant see, and much more. count it by yourself and realized it, that we should gratefull everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. my god bless people, who always gratefull better than people who always forget.

The most important things is that you should like yourself more, find your own good points and try to like yourself. After all, who will like anyone who doesn’t like themself? but how is suppose to do to find your own good points? people is can only see their own bad points, thats why people hate themselves, but only when someone tells you that they like you then you can finally begin to love yourself, when youre accepted by someone else, then finally you can love yourself.